Feeling like I've lost 100 pounds

Wow I wish I really had lost 100 pounds in reality but I am grateful right now it may not be a physical loss but a mental and emotional loss. Yesterday was a day that I will never forget. I had a really bad night and so Ben stayed home from work to take care of me and the kids and to try to get me into the doctors. Oh yes just were I want to be I feel like I have lived there these past two months. Well we were lucky enough that my doctor was in today, so they scheduled an appointment for 2:00 my mom and amy came over and watched the kids. Okay so I also didnt know that I must have hired a maid service to come take care of my children, house and laundry and a deluxe dinner. I can't express my graditude enough to you all of you that have helped us Amy, Lisa, Mom, Lisa, Michelle, Brittany and Cathy, and even a good friend in my ward Martha came over and did some of my laundry. Wow you are all so thoughtful. My list of people helping out could go on and on we have had a number of meals brought in and thankyou to all of you Yuens, Teish, Oneils, Lunds, Hansens, and sorry to any that I have missed. Thank you all I owe all of you big time. Well the good news yesterday that we recieved was I dont have CANCER wow does that feel so good to hear. I can't explain all of my feelings that I am feeling right now. I know that it is because of the blessing my sweet husband gave me and all the many prayers that were given. I love all of you and hope and pray to serve each of you the way you have served me and my family. I now am going to met back with the doctor and see where to go from here everything is just fine now I am in baby step mode to feeling better is how me and Ben have decided to say. Thanks Again everyone I love you all!!!

Where have you been?

Well I keep getting in trouble for not updating my blog. Sorry It has been busy with the holidays and well a rather challenging time for our little family. We feel so blessed for all the love and support from family and friends have showed us these past couple of months. I will work this hard this week to get my blog updated. For those that keep asking me to give updates about me sorry I just got lost with all that has been going on. I am doing good some days are better than others. Nights are the most difficult but it is nice to have Ben there to help me. He is such an amazing man I love him so much and am so grateful to him for all that he does for me and the kids. I go back in on February 16th for another Cat Scan and then on the 18th me and Ben go in to meet with the specialist. We felt really good the first time that we met with him about me he is a cancer specialist and felt pretty strongly that everything is ok. We are hopeful that all is well and that I have just had a really bad virus in my body. Ben gave me a wonderful blessing and I have faith in it that all will be fine. Thank you for all your calls, prayers and acts of kindness it means the world to me. Especially thank you to my mom, and sisters they have done so much even down to my dirty laundry. I love you and thank you I promise to keep you updated and I will get some cute pictures on here really soon of my beautiful little ones.