Thank You Thank You

Okay so I know that it seems we have nothing but drama to inform, but I hope and pray that we will be able to go a while now without any more. I havent blog very much in the last little while because honestly since December it has been so crazy around here. Through all that we have been through though we have become so strong and a lot closer as a family. I want to thank again and again my sisters, my mom and dad, mother in laws and father in laws, and neighbors for all the love and support that you have shown to our little family. I know that we have taken up a lot of your time and energy and words cannot express our gratitude and love towards all of you. Last week I had a miscarriage and it was not easy on our little family and wow did you all stand up to the plate and help us out. I love you and thank you so much. Even though it was really difficult we are thankful to know there is a purpose in everything and Heavenly Father loves us and things will get better.

I truely want to thank my best friend, my love of my life Ben! I love you more than anything in this world. You make me the happiest girl in the whole world. I never could have imagined life to be so wonderful. You have made all my dreams and hopes and more come true. Thank you babe for putting up with so much and always being there whenever I need you. I owe you so much and I hope and pray that you know how loved and appreciated that you are. I look so forward to the many many more years together. I love you always and forever! I am just a girl in love with her boy!

Yum Yum so this is what sugar tastes like!

Happy 1st Birthday Ellie! Wow I cant believe that my baby is already one. She is such a blessing to us. Ellie has a smile for everyone not matter where, who, when or how she is feeling. Ellie is our little sweetheart. I feel so blessed to be her mommy. She decided that she would walk the week before she turned one so now she is every where. Ellie is talking so much it so funny she says mom, dad, yes, more, Carter, bye bye, night night, baba, fish, and hi. She is getting so big and I am so lucky to be apart of this little womans life. Ellie was completely thrilled with her cake she was inhaling it and loving every minute of it. It was a fun clean up job! We love you Ellie Lyn Happy Birthday!!!!

Happy 3rd Birthday Hallie

Happy Birthday Hallie Marie we love you so much! So if you havent noticed Hallie loves Tinkerbell at times she actually wont answer until we call her tink or tinkerbell so of course when we asked her what kind of birthday party she wanted we knew. Of course Carter was concerned mom I cant be a fairy, that is for girls so we decided to have a Tinkerbell and Pirate Party. Which thrilled all the kids. Hallie had a great birthday she had parties with both sides of the family. Hallie is such a sweet little woman always wanting to help and be anyones best friend we love you wigawoo!

Ellie Lyn

Ellie thinks she is big stuff now that she is nine months. Who knows where the time goes. We were waiting for Hallie to finish her dinner tonight so we could do family night. So we decided to stand Ellie up to the piano she thought this was wonderful. She was screaming, bouncing and singing with the hugest grin on her face. She is eveywhere she rolls and rolls everywhere we havent caught on to the whole crawling thing which I have to say that I am happy with that all though I bet she will by the end of this week she is so close. I love this little woman!

Valentines Day

So here is the table set before the kids get there. My camera is trying to tell us to get a new camera, but we just keep holding on. Now after seeing that a ton of our pictures didnt turn out because they are all blury, I might change my mind. Anyways we had a great Valentines day together as a little family. I made breakfast everything was red, pancakes, eggs, bacon, and the orange juice the kids thought it was great. Then we went to a new Pizza Place for lunch and then for dinner, chef Ben made and incredible dinner steak, these amazing potatoes, vegatables and it was all wonderful. Thank you honey I love you and am so grateful to you. He deserves Best Husband and Father Award. He has had to do so much since I have been sick and I am truely so grateful to him! I love you Ben!

Feeling like I've lost 100 pounds

Wow I wish I really had lost 100 pounds in reality but I am grateful right now it may not be a physical loss but a mental and emotional loss. Yesterday was a day that I will never forget. I had a really bad night and so Ben stayed home from work to take care of me and the kids and to try to get me into the doctors. Oh yes just were I want to be I feel like I have lived there these past two months. Well we were lucky enough that my doctor was in today, so they scheduled an appointment for 2:00 my mom and amy came over and watched the kids. Okay so I also didnt know that I must have hired a maid service to come take care of my children, house and laundry and a deluxe dinner. I can't express my graditude enough to you all of you that have helped us Amy, Lisa, Mom, Lisa, Michelle, Brittany and Cathy, and even a good friend in my ward Martha came over and did some of my laundry. Wow you are all so thoughtful. My list of people helping out could go on and on we have had a number of meals brought in and thankyou to all of you Yuens, Teish, Oneils, Lunds, Hansens, and sorry to any that I have missed. Thank you all I owe all of you big time. Well the good news yesterday that we recieved was I dont have CANCER wow does that feel so good to hear. I can't explain all of my feelings that I am feeling right now. I know that it is because of the blessing my sweet husband gave me and all the many prayers that were given. I love all of you and hope and pray to serve each of you the way you have served me and my family. I now am going to met back with the doctor and see where to go from here everything is just fine now I am in baby step mode to feeling better is how me and Ben have decided to say. Thanks Again everyone I love you all!!!

Where have you been?

Well I keep getting in trouble for not updating my blog. Sorry It has been busy with the holidays and well a rather challenging time for our little family. We feel so blessed for all the love and support from family and friends have showed us these past couple of months. I will work this hard this week to get my blog updated. For those that keep asking me to give updates about me sorry I just got lost with all that has been going on. I am doing good some days are better than others. Nights are the most difficult but it is nice to have Ben there to help me. He is such an amazing man I love him so much and am so grateful to him for all that he does for me and the kids. I go back in on February 16th for another Cat Scan and then on the 18th me and Ben go in to meet with the specialist. We felt really good the first time that we met with him about me he is a cancer specialist and felt pretty strongly that everything is ok. We are hopeful that all is well and that I have just had a really bad virus in my body. Ben gave me a wonderful blessing and I have faith in it that all will be fine. Thank you for all your calls, prayers and acts of kindness it means the world to me. Especially thank you to my mom, and sisters they have done so much even down to my dirty laundry. I love you and thank you I promise to keep you updated and I will get some cute pictures on here really soon of my beautiful little ones.